Well, I really haven't updated in awhile.. V.V Vacation went by way to fast... I had company up the whole time and really didn't get much of a vacation.. School is the same old, same old.. boring but this is a hectic time of the year, and I hate it.. This week we've been having great weather, and I am REALLY glad about that.. I love spring.. ^.^ (summer more but hey, spring is good for now.. haha) Although there is a storm forcasted for this Friday.. maybe a snow day.. perhaps..??!! >.> <.< haha Last night we had a meeting for our trip to Quebec *claps* I'm starting to get really excited for it, I love trips. ^.^ Also there really isn't a lot of people going on the bus, Pam and I are rooming together, and I've never been to Quebec before... *brushes up on her French* haha Although I hate having to have suitcases searched. >.< I don't like people seeing my undies! haha *doesn't pack her bright Aero monkey ones* Sometime I need to make a check list of everything I need/need to do for the trip that way when the time comes I'm not all frantic..lol
Tonight was the first night I haven't had to go somewhere or do something.. *claps* I love having stuff to do but I've been so busy its getting old ... fast.. I helped mom do baked pork chops tonight with stuffing, broccoli and cheese, and french fries since Dad likes them.. After that I puttered around drawing and stuffs, showering, and I did the dishes like a good girl.. lol
Tonight I started thinking that in a few years from now, I'll be on my own doing stuff like this.. making meals, cleaning up my house.. I've started to realize that when I grow up, I want to take pride in my home, pride in all aspects of my life... but I also have conflicting thoughts.. First I picture myself with a husband and kids in a big house, cleaning and cooking dinner for them every night, decorating the kids rooms >.> <.< *paints Disney characters on the wall* haha but then I see myself in an apartment in the city with a studio, working alone into all hours of the night, a work -a - holic which is what I am .. but then sometimes I really want that, but then sometimes that life seems so lonley... Is there any medium I wonder? I know I'm a solitary creature and probably will never have a house with a family and all that like I picture, but its thoughts like this that really make me sad, scared, hopefull.. all kinds of thoughts and feelings come out...
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confused